Humanity - What is the point?

I know I am not the only one with these thoughts. The thoughts that I believe make me question every waking moment of my life. I sit in traffic and think what is this all for? I sit anywhere and everywhere wondering what is the point to all of this? Many can stand and claim they have this neat little answer in their pocket but honestly most fail to answer this for me. I hear people talk about happiness but fail to look at everything around them. It is as almost we have disconnected from everything around us just to make our individual self happy. We fail to see how everything is pointless and meaningless.. We keep creating and turning out new things but in the end none of it can bring fulfillment to any of us. Honestly, the many things we do create or discover with our human intellect we end up tacking it on to an already long list of complex things to have to figure out in our life.

It is as almost as if we want to add complexities to our human existence to create an image of a being that is larger than it really is. I thought long and hard about this complex nature of humanity and wondered why we would do this to each other. Why do we create complex environments when the solution around us is probably so much simpler. We deny so many things about our existence to hide behind some complex material solution.

Look at how scientist measure every aspect of the known universe. They keep building theory upon theory and wrapping themselves in a web of confusion. It is as almost they want to create an enigma for humanity.. Again, it points back to the desire for the human to want more from a reality that is far more simpler to understand than he desires. Look at it humanity, it is all around you.. Everywhere in your lives.. You created it: wars, economics, science, on and on.. So many complex ideas that bring about disastrous results. You all believe that we have it all figured out but honestly you went down a path that is bringing doom. No one would have ever imgained a being that was created with such potential could bring doom upon itself. Man wrapped himself in a cloak and isolated himself from the very universe he lives in. He created a vision that he was the center of the universe.

Well.. You are only human.. and you need to wake up to the fact that you have born abilities to do so much more in this universe. You don't need to consume resources and destroy worlds which you are destined to do if you keep on your present course. You do not have to believe in wanting power from material things when the universe has so much more in store for you.

It's almost ridiculous having to write my thoughts out this way.. My thoughts are already out there why should I have to write it for your eyes to see. I ask my brothers that have talked with me to share their insights with me when I am ready.. Myself, I think I am ready but realize I have much learning to do.. I fail at the one most important aspect into opening myself to what I am capable of.. The one component that you told me and I kept trying to hard to attain.. It is hard to attain that level of love when there is so much noise around me that turns it into disdain..

Wow.. I miss having those big thoughts.. Being able to see into things.. At the same time.. back then I was not ready... I think after a bit maybe sometime in the future I will be ready again..